last night i had planned to go out to a party but then felt instead like just boarding the subway & riding & riding with my body quiet & deep in a book but it’s hard to find quite the resolve to do that so i went to the party & did what i could …
Author Archives: Daniel Sarah Karasik
vanishing ink
sometimes i feel that all my writing, even the most “finished,” amounts to drafts of fragments of one long project whose final form isn’t verbal
messianic time
a tiny shiver of messianic time for Shabbat: imagine there were no oppression to produce our identities. no homophobia or compulsory cisheterosexuality to produce some of us as queer, no racism to produce some of us as racialized, just millions of forms of descriptive difference not essentialized & politicized by violence. when we said “i” …
reminder
the point is not to win but to free yourself & others the point is not to win but to free yourself & others the point is not to win but to free yourself & others (jus talking to myself, lil reminder)
prima donna
my rage is a diva orchid, i neglect it for just one second & it wilts into despair
warning
oft adding “man” and “dude” to the end of greetings, men are very insistent that you, too, be a man, as if this makes it more certain that they, too, are men, that all maleness’s borders are defended — the way a flagging imperial army warns its soft cadets against desertion
flower or arm or bloom or hand
the just telos of any institution that is a flower or arm of an unjust system is to turn itself into a challenge to that system the just telos of any institution that is the bloom or hand of an unjust system demands it risk institutional self-subversion
index
cis straight masculinity is less an index of desire & identity than it is a set of catastrophically self-defeating strategies for staving off the overwhelming sadness
portrait of the autist as a young whatever
1) what is this system of behaviour, i do not understand it & all my intuitions seem wrong 2) i shall study this!! 3) i have systematically theorized the norms & values of this system and will act in accordance with them, even at the expense of other norms & values i have previously theorized …
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all good now
v enraging when people exhibit reprehensible traits that were also my own traits until five minutes ago
story & the streets
socialism as narrative project: to find & speak the unity in the single-issue activisms liberalism makes visible, each one of which alone leads to despair; to abolish itself as author, insisting the actors in the tale reclaim it, since it’s theirs
“tough but fair”
child abuse language is domestic abuse language is online shaming language is cop language is dad language is i’m warning you language is don’t make me tell you again is consequences language is punishment language is the prison guard’s language and we learn it early is the torturer’s language don’t say i didn’t warn you …
taste
what kind of art do i like? O u know, the kind that makes u want to die but also behold it with quiet rapture repeatedly, which requires continued living, ~a dialectic~
scratch
shout out to anyone who dotes daily on the newer trauma because that means the older trauma can stay buried, irradiating the neighbourhood, though sometimes when you walk the new trauma it drags you to the old burial place & scratches & claws & scratches, almost helping you make a connection you almost make
festival
nice National Poetry Day you got there, would be a shame if Poetry were that which refuses the Nation even while sometimes expressing it & that which contests the logic of Days as experienced within capitalism’s evacuated time
misrecognitions: an evolving digital chapbook
i turned my website which used to house Opinions into a place only for Poems!!! collected here are fifteen faves among the little prose poems or meditations or whatever that i’ve been posting on my facebook so can’t submit to Official Publication Places elsewhere, and possibly wouldn’t even want to, but perhaps you’ll find some …
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